Dear Universe

Dear Universe,

Fuck you. I am not ok.

I spin round and round in a cesspool of darkness.

I hold my breath but you force me to breathe. And I don’t want to. I feel like I’ll choke on my tears. But you won’t let that happen either. I feel like I am being punished.

I’m supposed to learn something from this? Like what? Pain? How cruel life is? Tell me ! So that it makes sense to me.

There’s a big storm blowing in: they are calling it a” bomb cyclone” . Could I hitchhike on a gust of wind to heaven?

Published by iamtherealjude

I am a mother of four beautiful grown children. My son Sam: My youngest boy, lost his fight with his demons on Aug 19, 2021. This blog is a dedication to my sweet young man who I will forever look for in the beauty of this world until my last breath.

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