Rage

I had a rough night. I’m never sure what triggers these, aside from the obvious… but most days I can get through hiding much of what I’m feeling from the world. This ” bomb cyclone” weather we were hit with over the past two days was great weather for walking the dogs as my tears just blended into the rain.

I was informed yesterday of the date I am required to be in Trenton for the Board of Inquiry. I lay awake most of the night thinking about what to expect and what I am going to say in my testimony. Lack of sleep; a constant cycle of rumination led to a pretty rough go at 5 am.

I’m, so tired. 😦