I failed.

I loved my children more than I could ever have loved myself. But it wasn’t enough.

I failed Sam. He reached out to me that night. I didn’t understand. I failed him and he died.

Why do I continue to wake up every day? Why am I still here?

I just don’t know anything anymore.

Published by iamtherealjude

I am a mother of four beautiful grown children. My son Sam: My youngest boy, lost his fight with his demons on Aug 19, 2021. This blog is a dedication to my sweet young man who I will forever look for in the beauty of this world until my last breath.

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