Three Months

Three months ago today that you left us my sweet Sam. You’re on my mind almost every minute of every day. I hope I’m doing you proud as I honor you in my grief. I hope that as I share your story here in Trenton this week, that it is making a difference: I want this to be your legacy. I wish more than I wish for my next breath, that you were still here. But you’re not, so I’m trying to let your death make a difference so that others may live.


A friend of mine passed away yesterday. I hope you are helping him and showing him around on the other side. I wish I could do more to help his family here on this side : all I can offer now is heartfelt words when I know that there are no words that will lessen the pain and grief they are feeling.


I miss you Sam. And I know that time passes in the blink of an eye where you are, but it sure drags out here when we are missing the ones we love. I hope that it isn’t too long until I see you again my sweet sweet son. I love you.

Published by iamtherealjude

I am a mother of four beautiful grown children. My son Sam: My youngest boy, lost his fight with his demons on Aug 19, 2021. This blog is a dedication to my sweet young man who I will forever look for in the beauty of this world until my last breath.

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