I live in a space between;
I’m neither here nor there;
I walk a line between two worlds;
I live deep inside a hell.

My dreams are filled with torment;
My soul has gone amiss;
It’s searching for my child;
Who left behind a dark abyss.

His voice I long to hear now;
I miss his sweet and gentle gaze;
My heart is all in tatters;
These are torturous and dark days.

But I know that just above me
In a place not far away,
His smile radiates  peacefully;
I’ll meet him there one day. 

But until that time Ill walk my steps,
In a place neither here nor there.
I reside between two worlds now:
I reside in a private hell.

Published by iamtherealjude

I am a mother of four beautiful grown children. My son Sam: My youngest boy, lost his fight with his demons on Aug 19, 2021. This blog is a dedication to my sweet young man who I will forever look for in the beauty of this world until my last breath.

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