Nine Months

Nine months today he left us. Nine months has passed so quickly. I carried him in the womb for nine months and 3 days : in 3 days he will have been gone longer than I carried him in my body.

I carry his pain with me now. But if that means he can be at peace, then I will carry it for him for the rest of my life : it’s the last thing I can do for him.

I was blessed to be his mom and I’d do it all over if I had the chance.

I love you Sam. I miss you.

Published by iamtherealjude

I am a mother of four beautiful grown children. My son Sam: My youngest boy, lost his fight with his demons on Aug 19, 2021. This blog is a dedication to my sweet young man who I will forever look for in the beauty of this world until my last breath.

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