Some days are OK.

Alot of days are not OK.

But special holidays? They are hard.

It’ll never be the same. Nothing will ever be the same. The emptiness; the hollow. No, nothing will be the same again.

Time will bring healing . Time will realize a new normal. They say. What’s a new normal in not normal world? Who are they anyway?

Some day it won’t hurt as much. Wrong. It will hurt this much forever. For my forever. For those who love him…their hurt doesn’t go away.

For a brief moment in time, he was here. And then he was gone. And we that are left behind, try hard to go on….in a not normal world.

Some days are OK. Alot of days, are not ok.

Published by iamtherealjude

I am a mother of four beautiful grown children. My son Sam: My youngest boy, lost his fight with his demons on Aug 19, 2021. This blog is a dedication to my sweet young man who I will forever look for in the beauty of this world until my last breath.

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